“We desert those who desert us; we cannot afford to suffer; we must live how we can”
In Elizabeth Bowen’s The Death of the Heart, 16-year-old orphan Portia Quayne moves to London to live with her half-brother Thomas and his wife, Anna. Years earlier, Thomas’s father had an extra-marital affair with a much younger woman named Irene, and after she became pregnant, Mrs Quayne, determined to do the ‘right thing,’ practically packed her husband’s bags for him and had her son, Thomas, deliver him to the train so he could join the pregnant Irene. It would be easy to take this action as a noble deed, but there’s a gleeful zealousness to Mrs. Quayne’s decision. This background, revealed later in the novel, underscores Thomas’s decision to ‘do the right thing’ by taking Portia, a girl he has never met, into his home after the death of Irene.
Poor Portia. It’s a sad situation, and it isn’t helped by the cold natures of Anna and Thomas. They are not cruel to Portia exactly, but they are not warm people. They simply don’t know how to love. Before Anna, Thomas’s only “loves had been married women,” and that means limited engagement. When they met, Thomas liked Anna’s coolness:
He dreaded (to be exact, he dreaded at that time) to be loved with any great gush of the heart. There was some nerve in his feeling he did not want touched: he protected it without knowing where it was.
Anna, for her part, is always emotionally detached. While she appears to move through her life with a sort of serenity, she is annoyed by things that pierce her icy armour: things such as Thomas sitting on her nice bedding. There are hints that she loved another man, but settled for reliable, well-heeled Thomas. The marriage works well and Thomas and Anna certainly ‘do right’ by Anna, but Duty is a poor substitute for love.
The only person in the house to show Portia any affection is long-time family servant Matchett who is full of wisdom, yet she’s inflexible enough she can’t show too much tenderness. Plus there are some rancid undercurrents in Matchett’s relationship with the Quaynes:
“Sacrificers,” said Matchett, “are not the ones to pity. The ones to pity are those that they sacrifice. Oh the sacrificers they get it both ways. A person knows themselves what they can do without. Yes, Mrs Quayne would give the clothes off her back but in the long run, she would never lose a thing.“
One day, Anna reads Portia’s diary and she is so angry about what she reads that she confides in family friend and author, Sir Quentin. Anna is really bothered by the diary–although the entries about Anna are mild and certainly don’t justify Anna’s anger, but at the root of the problem, she is jealous of Portia.
Anna is Lady Bountiful, and the many people who visit the house know that she is a power source to be recruited. She persuades Thomas to give a young ne’er do-well named Eddie, a man she met at university, a job at Thomas’s Ad agency. Eddie, who relies on a series of favours and patrons, has a string of disasters in his wake–broken friendships, employers who are glad to see the back of him, patrons who are sick of him, and of course, according to Eddie, it’s never his fault. He has the knack of starting professional and personal relationships well, but it’s hard to keep up the pretense and Eddie always despises his patrons anyway. His shopworn charm still has a hint of glitter, yet while Eddie hits Anna up for a job, he despises her–even as he ingratiatingly sends her numerous bouquets of flowers.
There were times when Anna almost hated Eddie, for she was conscious of the vacuum inside him. As for him, he found her one mass of pretence, and detested the feeling she showed for power.
Eddie, a frequent visitor to the Quayne house, hones in on Portia. Unbeknownst to Anna and Thomas, Eddie develops a relationship with Portia–even going as far as to propose to her. Poor Portia, at 16, can’t see Eddie for the rat he is, and she takes every word he tells her seriously. An older, more experienced woman who see Eddie for empty rotter he is, but inexperienced Portia thinks he loves her. After all, he said so didn’t he? And as for Eddie, he likes having Portia around as she is so adoring. To Portia, every word that falls out of his mouth is a jewel. It’s fun for Eddie for while–until it isn’t:
Darling, I don’t want you; I’ve got no place for you; I only want what you give. I don’t want the whole of anyone. What you want is the whole of me-isn’t it, isn’t it?-and the whole of me isn’t there for anybody. In that full sense you want me I don’t exist.
The Death of the Heart could refer to Portia’s heart here, or it could refer to the collective cold, calculating behaviour of several of the characters. All of the relationships here are based on some sort of use, transactional. No one seems to really like anyone else. Matchett’s loyalty to the family could be seen as devotion (employers often think their servants are devoted), but Matchett dislikes Anna and disliked the late Mrs Quayne. Eddie is just out for what he can get, and he’s so corrupted that ‘giving people what they want’ is his excuse for his shabby behaviour. Another interesting character is Major Brutt, seeking a job, he too is a frequent visitor to Anna and Thomas’s house. He’s drawn to what he perceives is warmth, so he’s in for a rude awakening too. Portia doesn’t understand these sorts of relationships–she doesn’t even identify the underlying transactions–to her people are saying things they don’t mean, showing one pleasant face to an acquaintance while secretly despising them. Portia simply doesn’t get it; she seeks love, warmth and affection and in her new world, it doesn’t exist.
In his own eyes, shutters flicked back exposing for half a second right back in the dark, the Eddie in there.
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